Waiting on the next big thing...

Here I am back in good ole southern Ohio. I like San Diego. It was a lot of fun. Now I am just wondering what is next. I spent three months anticipating last weeks trip and being so excited about it that I didn't even think about what would happen when I returned. I guess I wasn't expecting to return.

It's like when I was in grade school. I never saw past graduating from High School. I spent my entire time waiting and building my expectations for graduation that I didn't plan past that. I always thought that I would get married and have babies.

Look at me now. I am married to a wonderful man and kids are no where in my future. I will always have nieces and nephews but never any of my own. I have a career, a great career but I never expected to be where I am today. It's funny how things don't turn out the way you think they will. So I guess I have learned to expect the unexpected.

I guess what I am trying to say is that life has thrown me curve balls and I have swung at everyone. Sometimes I would miss... boy did I ever miss and there have been times I have hit the ball out of the park.

For now (post San Diego) I am just trying to patiently wait for the next pitch. I am extremely anxious...